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Once again.

Wed, 04 Nov 2009 12:40:42 GMT

Fear can grip you in ways you can't imagine.

Thursday, October 22, 2009

Thu, 22 Oct 2009 11:53:27 GMT

mannnnn, do i feel like shit right now.
and you wonder why i only do this when i feel the worst.
maybe this is just some sort of emotional dumping ground.

and i somehow feel better after typing some short, empty post.
So when i click [save changes], the bad feelings are lit and i can watch them slowly burn away.

Now i know why this page is mostly so full of bad feelings.

[saves changes]

Friday, October 16, 2009

Fri, 16 Oct 2009 10:37:32 GMT

Left this space for a pretty long while.
or what seems like it.

School's starting next weeeeeeeeeeeeek.
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOooooooooooOOOOOOOOO.

shoot me.

haha. such a stupid post.
hee.
bai.

Saturday, October 03, 2009

Sat, 03 Oct 2009 04:38:45 GMT

im done trying

It's Written.

Sun, 20 Sep 2009 17:17:07 GMT

What a life i have.
Wonder how long God took to plan it out.

teehee.

Tue, 01 Sep 2009 04:01:54 GMT

I'm proud to say i made it through sem 1 alive(:

congrats to me.

The truth hits.

Sun, 23 Aug 2009 15:16:31 GMT

A friend once told me that love moves with you.

"It is alongside you, so much so that it's in you.
Love accompanies you in the different directions you take in your life, but love doesn't allow wrong.
Simply because things can only be right, when the love itself is right.
We should find joy in every single thing. Including making the toughest of decisions.
So yes, there is joy in our happiness, but where's the joy in our disappointments?"

Happiness and Pleasure

Thu, 20 Aug 2009 03:03:36 GMT

Pleasure is always relative.
Happiness is absolute.
Happiness is the understanding and acceptance of life as it is in this very moment as completely perfect,
because every creation of God is perfect.

I'm starting to like this facebook application.

Not right

Mon, 17 Aug 2009 15:29:36 GMT

Something's wrong,
Give me a moment to figure out what it is.

Maybe tomorrow i'll wake up and feel less horrible than i do now. I kinda miss doing the whole pour my heart out thing right here. But that kinda comes with the regret after. So i guess i'd rather not.

please get better. please get better. please get better.
everything's okay. everything's fineeee.
I will do fineeeee because of Him.

OC presentation tmr
600 word reflection due tmr
ONOW presentation on wednesday
ITB test on wednesday
IMW sales letter/ Print Ad by Friday
A textbook worth on marketing to study by Next Wednesday
And another textbook of ICP to study by the 1st

mmm.

Are you sure?

Fri, 14 Aug 2009 12:26:06 GMT

I don't know. Am i?

It's like i'm watching my mind getting thrown into a blending machine.